I haven’t said much about myself except that I used to be a few sizes bigger and I like to run so I might as well start now. I am an adjunct music professor at a university – which pretty much means I am overworked, underpaid, and have to maintain a large private music studio in addition to my work at the university just to maintain a lower-middle class lifestyle. Quite frankly, I could probably get a job at a popular coffee chain, work less, get paid more, and even get benefits! Unfortunately, I love my job so no coffee shop for me just yet.
The last few weeks of classes are winding down and every year around this time, my work life gets overwhelming and I have to deal with a lot of stress. For me, this means I rarely get a good night’s sleep and down lots of coffee just to get through the day. Adding to the stress, they have not yet turned on the a/c in the building (even though it is in the 80s) and my office is boiling! Yesterday, I was so exhausted that I canceled everything scheduled in the afternoon (including my training session and my run) and went home and tried to take a nap. The napping was unsuccessful but I did get to rest a little.
I kept going back and forth as to whether I should go to yoga class. I knew my body was tired but I also knew it was very tense. I decided that a yoga class certainly couldn’t hurt and decided to go. The class was tough for me but as the sweat started to drip and I focused on my breath, everything else went away. I focused only on the practice, let everything else go and by the end of class felt so much better!
I still had a rough night’s sleep but It was better than the last few and my body is still not very happy with me. I keep reminding myself that I only have to deal with this kind of stress for a couple more weeks and until then, I will try to remember to stop and breathe.